The Lonely and Forgotten

2005-08-20 [~Saraneth~]: lol, I see what you mean

2005-10-14 [Crimson Angel]: YIPEE We Made It Into The Featured Wiki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-14 [Child of God]: Yay! *dances*

2005-10-14 [Crimson Angel]: It only took me three tries to get it featured

2005-10-15 [Child of God]: Good Job! *pats Crimson on the back and hugs*

2005-10-21 [Crimson Angel]: *hugs back*

2005-10-23 [Crimson Angel]: I made a new banner, nothing special

2005-10-29 [~Saraneth~]: W00t Sauce! Oh, someone already beat me to it. Well Yayness anyway!

2005-10-29 [A heartbroken fool]: hi

2005-11-04 [~Saraneth~]: hello. can we help you?

2005-11-04 [A heartbroken fool]: no i am here to help

2005-11-04 [~Saraneth~]: ooooooooh I see. how are you?

2005-11-04 [A heartbroken fool]: yea thats how i am

2005-11-04 [~Saraneth~]: huh?

2005-11-21 [Crimson Angel]: Don't forget people, Even though I am not on for hours at a time, I do check my messages every day, so if you need/want to talk to me, send me a message

2005-11-21 [A heartbroken fool]: yea me too

2005-11-21 [Child of God]: same here

2005-11-24 [~Saraneth~]: ditto most deff y'all ( it means: me too ^_^ )

2005-11-25 [A heartbroken fool]: lol

2005-11-25 [~Saraneth~]: ^_^ I wanted to be creative ^_^

2005-12-09 [bethbutterfly]: Dont we all? :)

2005-12-09 [A heartbroken fool]: yep

2005-12-09 [~Saraneth~]: I should hope so

2005-12-09 [A heartbroken fool]: yea

2005-12-09 [haldirrox]: 'tis quite true.

2005-12-09 [A heartbroken fool]: yea

2005-12-09 [haldirrox]: indeed

2005-12-09 [A heartbroken fool]: i am bored

2005-12-10 [haldirrox]: as am i

2005-12-10 [A heartbroken fool]: i think i am gonna throw knif into the wall agin

2005-12-10 [haldirrox]: oooo! throwing knives is fun! *mumbles to self* especially if a certain SOMEONE is on the recieving side. *starts suddenly* you weren't supposed to hear that...

2005-12-10 [A heartbroken fool]: lol

2005-12-10 [~Saraneth~]: Wow people! There are other ways to take out your aggresion ^_^

2005-12-10 [haldirrox]: i know. such as writing.

2005-12-10 [~Saraneth~]: I do that. yup! Great call

2005-12-11 [haldirrox]: writing is fun.

2005-12-11 [~Saraneth~]: Yup I would know!!! *not saying that others wouldn't* I'm wrinting a trilogy

2005-12-12 [A heartbroken fool]: yea i write too

2005-12-13 [~Saraneth~]: huzzah and bravo for writers!!!

2005-12-13 [A heartbroken fool]: yea i draw too as u can tell by my house

2005-12-13 [haldirrox]: I cant' write novels...don't have the attention span for it. I write peotry and short stories.

2005-12-13 [A heartbroken fool]: yea i write poetry

2005-12-13 [haldirrox]: w00t for poetry!!!!!

2005-12-13 [A heartbroken fool]: yea read my diary

2005-12-13 [haldirrox]: w00t! i most certainly shall...and you as well!

2005-12-13 [A heartbroken fool]: ok

2005-12-13 [haldirrox]: kewl

2005-12-13 [A heartbroken fool]: i love the newest one its awsome

2005-12-13 [haldirrox]: thankee.

2005-12-13 [haldirrox]: they're really short and easy to read.

2005-12-13 [haldirrox]: tell me....were you for or against Tookie William's execution?

2005-12-13 [A heartbroken fool]: aginst

2005-12-13 [haldirrox]: why?

2005-12-13 [A heartbroken fool]: because i am crip and he wasnt guilty in my eyes i have pics of him on this websit www.tagged.com

2005-12-13 [haldirrox]: ??? what do you mean by "you are crip"?

2005-12-13 [A heartbroken fool]: the gang that he founded i am part of it the pic on my house was before i got in thats y i am wearing red

2005-12-13 [haldirrox]: holy shit....i guess i can see your point....i gotta go. my mom's here to pick me up from school. i'll try to be on tomorrow..k?

2005-12-14 [A heartbroken fool]: iight later shawty

2005-12-15 [haldirrox]: anyone here?

2005-12-15 [A heartbroken fool]: nope i am leavin be back later

2005-12-16 [haldirrox]: curses

2005-12-16 [A heartbroken fool]: i am back

2005-12-16 [haldirrox]: cool.

2005-12-16 [A heartbroken fool]: yea aint it "jumps up and down"

2005-12-16 [haldirrox]: indeed. yeay, jumping! *begins jumping up and down with him, singing "I'm Singin' In The Rain"*

2005-12-16 [A heartbroken fool]: lmfao

2005-12-16 [haldirrox]: what does that mean? i see it everywhere, but i don't know what it means.

2005-12-16 [A heartbroken fool]: laughing my fucking ass off

2006-01-05 [Crimson Angel]: I really need someone to talk to... I've been crying for weeks on end.. I don't know what to do anymore.

2006-01-05 [A heartbroken fool]: hey if u need sombody to talk to just message me

2006-01-07 [haldirrox]: awww....you can talk to me, if you need someone that badly...just message me.

2006-01-07 [A heartbroken fool]: NO Me

2006-01-08 [Oblivian]: hey can i join

2006-01-08 [haldirrox]: Crimson can talk to both of us...that way Crimson'll get two oppinions. 

2006-01-10 [A heartbroken fool]: ok that works

2006-01-11 [haldirrox]: yes, it does.

2006-01-11 [A heartbroken fool]: yep

2006-01-18 [~Saraneth~]: Just as a little advice in the future: if you ever have problems but cannot find anyone to talk to or are embarrassed to talk abotu your problems I totally am all fo rthe Lonely and Forgotten Advice Room. It helped me.

2006-01-18 [A heartbroken fool]: help alot of ppl

2006-01-22 [haldirrox]: right....

2006-01-22 [A heartbroken fool]: yep

2006-01-23 [haldirrox]: indeed.

2006-01-23 [A heartbroken fool]: "sits in da corner"

2006-02-28 [Crimson Angel]: Please Check out the Advice room, and let me know what you guys think!!

2006-03-06 [A heartbroken fool]:

2006-03-08 [Crimson Angel]: I got bored and made a new banner for the hell of it

2006-03-08 [A heartbroken fool]: kool

2006-03-25 [~Saraneth~]: I love the new banner! and the new graphics for the different links and areas of the page. Well done ^__^

2006-03-26 [Crimson Angel]: thankyou, if you have any other suggestions, I can make many different things on my photoshop, or make any changes, so Suggestions are highly welcome

2006-03-29 [Crimson Angel]: How come this place is sooo dead?? Come on, I know a bunch of people will read this, and then move to the next page, comment, talk something, it is making me insane how quiet this place is!!!!!!

2006-03-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: Umm... cheese?

2006-03-30 [A heartbroken fool]: hey yall whats up

2006-03-30 [Crimson Angel]: finally geez... I mean come on there are 31 people watching this page, and how many actually replied to that comment??

2006-03-30 [A heartbroken fool]: CHESSEEEEEEEEEE WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2006-03-30 [Crimson Angel]: *sigh*

2006-03-30 [A heartbroken fool]: what

2006-03-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: Exactly!

2006-03-30 [A heartbroken fool]: lol

2006-04-06 [Crimson Angel]: blarg

2006-04-07 [A heartbroken fool]: i am

2006-04-08 [~Saraneth~]: I will help you out!  ^___^ blarg?  I'm watching this page and I returned the comment.  So how is everyone?

2006-04-08 [A heartbroken fool]: i am ok how are u

2006-04-10 [Crimson Angel]: Yayness!! Prom was the other night, The Portland Art Musuem.... intersting.. But I had a lot of fun. I actually got my BF out there on the dance floor, and danced with MarMar and BonBon, and Forby, and Zach, and MiniZach..Then we went bowling in our prom dresses, and tuxes, it looked funny with bowling shoes lol!!!!.. It was a great night, oh and I got a flashy thing off the end of one of the baloons

2006-04-10 [A heartbroken fool]: koo koo

2006-04-15 [haldirrox]: hey

2006-04-18 [~Saraneth~]: That sounds aweome! Bowling after a dance? I'll have to ry that one. Sounds like uber fun. So what colr and style was your dress?

2006-04-18 [A heartbroken fool]: lol

2006-04-18 [Crimson Angel]: I had a short black dress that went about halfway between my hips and my knees, but it had a sheer sparkly fabric that was crossed over on the top, and opened at about the hip, so it was at the same spot as were the dress ends, but went to the floor... check my homepage for a picture

2006-04-20 [~Saraneth~]: awesome! I love it it's beautiful!

2006-04-20 [A heartbroken fool]: "sits down"

2006-04-21 [Crimson Angel]: thanx

2006-04-21 [A heartbroken fool]: hey whats up

2006-04-21 [Crimson Angel]: too much, as usual, but hey whats life if you neveer do anything

2006-04-22 [A heartbroken fool]: i know how that goes

2006-04-29 [haldirrox]: zzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-29 [Crimson Angel]: I get to go to a second prom tomorrow!! :p

2006-04-29 [haldirrox]: lucky! i've never been to prom...yet. but next year is my year!

2006-04-29 [Crimson Angel]: I went last year as a freshman, this year as a sophmore, and I get to go to a second one this year, so it's my third. Then I go to prom as a junior and senior

2006-04-30 [haldirrox]: isn't that kinda overkill? I mean, Prom is supposed to be a special thing for your last year in high school. know what i mean? not that I'm saying you shouldn't go or anything, but...know what I mean?

2006-04-30 [Crimson Angel]: Well it is a junior senior prom, and I am dating a guy that is now a senior. So he was a junior last year, and I went with him as a guest. I get to go my junior-senior years. This second one I went to this year was for my best friend who desperately needed a date because he didn't want to go alone to his senior prom, and he asked me to go as friends.

2006-04-30 [haldirrox]: oh, i see. my school has a different kind of propm where it's only seniors and their guests.

2006-05-02 [Crimson Angel]: no, it's junior senior prom, and he took me last year and this year. So these were special, because I don't know if he will be going the next two years, and we plan to keep dating, so these were my most important proms. The one I just went to was more for my friend then for me

2006-05-05 [haldirrox]: that;s pretty cool.

2007-04-30 [Crimson Angel]: How is every one doing? I haven't heard from many of you guys lately? How are things progressing?

2007-05-23 [Atikin]: Muwahahaha!!! I've returned!!!! *feels special*

2007-05-23 [Crimson Angel]: Returned from the land of....

2007-05-23 [Atikin]: Disappearance! The land of Disappearance.

2007-05-25 [Crimson Angel]: oh, okay =D

2007-12-02 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: i declare page revival!

2007-12-07 [Crimson Angel]: lol

2007-12-07 [Moonlit Serenade]: Good luck with that!

2007-12-07 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: well yall are already here.
so help keep it alive ^^

2007-12-12 [Crimson Angel]: I hate it when I have really bad nights, what about you guys?

2007-12-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: What's a bad night consist of?

2007-12-19 [Crimson Angel]: the need to cut

2007-12-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: I wouldn't consider that the only requirement for a bad night.

2007-12-21 [Crimson Angel]: Well that made it feel bad

2007-12-21 [Moonlit Serenade]: I apologize... I was just saying other factors could contribute to a bad night, and maybe not everyone cuts...

How are you feeling now, anyway? Have your days been going better?

2008-01-16 [Crimson Angel]: hey, long time since I've been on. Sorry about that guys. I got a lot on my plate with school, college apps, scholarship apps, b-days, working ect... ANYWAYS I'm kind of stressed out, but I'm okay right now, I guess I've just accepted that things are never gonna be perfect for me.

2008-01-16 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: ah, yeah, sounds stressful.
heh, i've came to reality with that long ago.
nothing's gonna be the way you want it
like for me last night, too many people interupting me >.<

2008-01-18 [Crimson Angel]: yea, I know....

But some good news, my cousin had her baby boy!!

2008-01-18 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: whee

2008-01-18 [Crimson Angel]: His name is Gunner

2008-01-18 [Moonlit Serenade]: That's a suprisingly cute name! Have you gotten to see him yet?

2008-01-19 [Crimson Angel]: No :( they live in Colorado, and I'm in Oregon, so I won't get to see him until June when I go there for my other cousins graduation.

2008-01-20 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: ooh...

2008-01-20 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: help...

2008-01-21 [Lhung Eruva]: O.o?

2008-01-21 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: uggh...the feeling from last night...it's back...
it's like something inside of me wants out
but it can't cause it don't know how...
and it's making me unstable...
but i'm trying to keep it under control
and i'm tired of that...

2008-01-21 [Lhung Eruva]: You mean the way you want to be?
Two different personalities in one body?

Thats what I'm thinking.

2008-01-21 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: no...that's not what i mean
like a different entity...
but maybe...idk...
i thought it was gone with...
it was gone for a lil over a month...
it's back...and even worse

2008-01-21 [Lhung Eruva]: Don't worry about me thinking you are crazy or weird by feeling that or even saying it.
I really really don't think that at all..

But, over the internet, I don't know what to say. >w<

2008-01-21 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: i don't...

it's just i hate this...
i hate that...thing inside of me
i hate the way it gets me so unstable...
so easily breakable...
so fragile...
and i just want to to go away

2008-01-21 [Crimson Angel]: Just take a deep breathe, and remember that it went away before, and it will go away again. If you need someone to talk to right now you are free to pm me on messengers.
Aim: weirdchick876
yahoo: whitewolve5555
msn: whitewolve5555@yahoo.com
I hope you feel better

2008-01-21 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: yes well, it went away this mornin
came back this evening...
i know it'll go away
i just don't know for how long

and really i should get some sleep...
before i get anyway worse off than i am now...
staying up while i'm like this only makes me worse...

2008-01-21 [Crimson Angel]: Okay, go sleep. And take care of yourself. But don't be scared to message me if you need someone to talk to.

2008-01-21 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: alrighty, i'll try.
and i won't be.
i'll go try to sleep...last night didn't get much...less than 4 hrs of sleep...

2008-01-21 [Crimson Angel]: Okay, Good Night, Sweet Dreams

2008-01-21 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: mmk, i'm alright for now...hopefully it'll stay gone...

2008-01-22 [Lhung Eruva]: To me, it sounds like demons.
But that is only what I'm hearing and what you are saying.
But, thats just me.

2008-01-22 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: that's what i thought too
but now i'm starting to think
that's it's only me...giving imaginary
life to a horrible sadness
cause now it's what i've felt before.
it's not like what it used to be
that other night

2008-01-22 [Lhung Eruva]: Well the demons want to make your life as horrible as they can.
And what sucks is that they make you think that you are seeing, hearing, feeling things and that its only in your head.. so they confuse you and then you feel like you are going crazy..
Its really not that you are insane, its almost like mind control.

2008-01-22 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: yeah, but thing is. I have complete control over my body and what it does. I don't see or hear anything unusual. It's just the emotional side-affects I can't control. You know, like that hurting in your lower/mid chest when you're really sad or worried? That's where I'm at right now.
Cause atm my GF isn't alright and I'm waiting for her to call me...I'm about to call her cause I'm tired of worrying and I just wanna talk to her about what's goin on. (She lives 6 hrs away mind you) so i can't really do anything physically to comfort her

2008-01-22 [Lhung Eruva]: You have demons in you weather you know it or not..
EVERYONE Does. You don't have to see or hear anything unusual, they inhabit inside you without you knowing.

yeah, I know what you mean about that feeling..
About your girlfriend... Pray to the lord Jesus that he will comfort you and aid you and your girlfriend in your guys time of need.. 

2008-01-22 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: yeah...i know it's a demon now...
it kinda took control last night...
i...it...i didn't wanna cut, but it made me...
i kept fighting against it
but i was too tired last night
and eventually caved in...

yeah, thanks. I should do that.
i haven't lately...i need to.

2008-01-22 [Lhung Eruva]: Cast the demon out in the name of Jesus Christ.

http://demonbuster.com/

2008-01-22 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: thank you. i shall bookmark it

2008-01-22 [Lhung Eruva]: no problem xD

2008-03-03 [Crimson Angel]: So how is everyone doing?

2008-03-03 [Lhung Eruva]: Tired. ^^

2008-03-04 [Crimson Angel]: I'm really tired right now too, but thats because I gave a liter of blood.

2008-03-23 [Crimson Angel]: Hey guys, I was wondering how everyone is doing. I know ppl have not been as active on here, and since ppl aren't talking, I don't know whats up with ppl. You guys all doing okay? Anyone need to talk? Anyone want to talk cause they are bored?

2008-03-24 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: Eh, I'm trying to hold my own.

2008-03-26 [Crimson Angel]: Well if you need to talk, go ahead and send me a message

2008-03-26 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: Oh, I'm ok now.
but will do.

2008-07-13 [haldirrox]: me needs a hug or just comforting words...

2008-10-29 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: same here...

2008-10-29 [haldirrox]: *huggles and pats head* It'll be ok...

2008-10-29 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: i hope so

2008-10-30 [haldirrox]: It will. everything always gets better. once you're over this rocky rope-bridge situation, you'll look back at what now seems a tiny crevice and go, "THAT'S what was so terrible?" By which I mean our problems always seem worse than they actually are when we're in the midst of them, and so long as you keep walking, you'll get through it.

2008-11-14 [Tragedy In Trend]: Does anyone else know what it feels like to have everything spinning around them so fast that no one even realized one is there, just to find one is getting motion sickness and feels like she's about to vomit? Or is that just me?

2008-11-15 [Crimson Angel]: idk... that was kind of confusing?

2008-11-15 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: kinda reminds me something from TV, and all the person sitting/standing still just wants it to stop

2008-11-15 [Tragedy In Trend]: My mind is spinning and it feels like everyone's rushing around me and no one's staying or sticking or ANYTHING and it's all so confusing I don't know what's going on. Probably why I don't make any sense and why I'm most likely typing in run-ons...

2008-11-15 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: which reminds me of when everything's spinning around and people are speeding by somebody on tv, and they just want it to stop

2008-11-15 [Tragedy In Trend]: But it feels continuous like it never will...it makes me sick.

2008-11-15 [Tragedy In Trend]: And then it feels like I'm bending over backwards trying to call someone over and no one's hearing me at all...

2008-11-15 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: oh?
hrm...maybe it'll slow down.
call who?

2008-11-15 [Tragedy In Trend]: Anyone who could help but really no one can.

BTW posted a poem on here out of an urge. Just wrote it in like 2 minutes though so probably not my best haha!

2008-11-15 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: well you know i try to when i can.

oh? mmk i'll go have a looksy

2008-11-15 [Tragedy In Trend]: I know, and I thank you so much for it, but really no one can help. Except for that tub of fudge icing that will run out soon heh

2008-11-15 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: you're welcome =)
mmm fudge and icing. yumm

2008-11-15 [Tragedy In Trend]: Lol yeah I just had some lol.
A fork-full...ran out of spoons

2008-11-15 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: shoulda grabbed teh almighteh spork!

2008-11-15 [Tragedy In Trend]: We don't have any lol. Forks work just fine

2008-11-15 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: yeah, they do.
and we don't have sporks either =/...
BUT! i know this one person, they have a huge wooden fork and spoon hanging on their wall xD

2008-11-15 [Tragedy In Trend]: Haha I love those. They're cool looking ^.^

2008-11-15 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: yup ^_^
i want a pair when i move out, and put a spork in it too >.>

2008-11-15 [Tragedy In Trend]: ROFL niiiice

2008-11-15 [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™]: well i mean. a giant spork with the group.
not stab a spork into them both >.>